Change?

 I thought life was good

I thought we are starting new

The funny thing is that I hadn’t really even done anything differently

Things had naturally got better abd I thought I was crazy for ever doubting my marriage 

I can tell myself that I shouldn’t drown on the days that it’s his low but I just can’t 

Now that I have the knowledge maybe I can seek therapy… I think that’s the only way to make this marriage work

A marriage that started with lies… I never thought I would marry someone w official mental health issues… but here we are

Life is hard as is… why spend it w someone who brings u down?

As I said he is not always like this… but when he is he is awful