Pov

 What great power it is, to be able to see other’s pov

He didn’t apologize (of course) but he said he was really tired today… and when he is tired he can’t think… I know he said that in his defence which makes the whole thing a bit better but I can’t not express my feelings 

The mature thing for him would have been to say “I’m sorry you felt that way. I was tired today etc. And will try to make up for it next weekend” rather than yelling at me and walking out.

Ok I need to calm down and go to sleep. Good night

Lesson of the day

 Sometimes a part of you must die to allow you to continue… but staying positive will bring hope and things to make you realize that, at the end of the day, it’s all worth it 💕

I’m always cleaning up after you

 Let’s see for how many more years he uses this card when I complain about something 

“You should help more with the baby”

“You should pay more attention to me”

And many other “complaints”

“I’m always cleaning up after you”

He also said that I should consider myself lucky… I should have got another guy to realize how amazing he is

Usually he is ok… and by ok I mean he is doing a bit more than the bear minimum to be considered a good husband and a father but he thinks he is the best

Today he changed her diaper twice and fed her once… on a Sunday… 

But despite all of this, I am incredibly grateful… and I’m glad that I spoke up

I am a woman… I expect things to happen without me having to ask for them… otherwise I turn into a child… and since he is also a child he rarely “gets” it and takes it lightly… he usually says the title and walks away

Anyway, there is nothing that her smile can’t heal

My one and only…

 I thought I would be more indecisive about whether I am ok with just having one… but my girlie is not “just” one… she is THE one… my heart is constantly on the verge of explosion… thankfully my husband is out of the crazy phase and we are kind of starting to enjoy life… I am just grateful that the crazy phase is over and I am proud of myself for the way I handled it… I have been in a way scarred for life but I have hope… i keep being a skeptic but he continues to surprise me and prove that he is a good husband