Yes I too get tired

 Some days are like this

It doesn’t happen often but it does happen 

I wake up in the morning and I am tired of it ALL

I question everything 

Maybe I was not meant to be married

Relationships are challenging and require a lot of work, especially ones like mine. It’s too confusing and some days are good and some days I just can’t breathe 

Life where I dream about my dream and wake up and realize it was only a dream … like last night

Sometimes I blame myself and think that maybe I don’t truly want it badly enough but then I think about it and wonder if it’s similar to getting cold feet before getting married… that’s just how life is. You can’t avoid everything because of the unknown 

I feel slightly better after writing here but I have a headache and I feel numb