Va in MANAM...tako tanhaa... dar aastaaneyeh viraanegi..... empty....... is how I feel.

Saturday, September 21, 2024

Ashk haayeh naarikhteh

 Tamaameh hes haayi keh zireh khaak foroi raftan va beheshoon ejazeye neshoon dadaneshoono nadadam… gheyr az vaghtaayi ke beh shekleh digeyi baalaa zadani baes shodan man rooyi az khodam neshoon bedamo zahri pakhsh konam ke fekresho nemikardam too vojoodam dashteh baasham… va in zahr cheghad mano khaali kardo dar eyneh haaleh hesse badam hesse ebraaz behem daado be toreh ajibi haalamo khoob kard

Vaghti baahaash dar morede khaasteh haamo hes haam harf mizanam hamishe migeh alaan vaghtesh nist be khatereh sharaayeti keh toosh hast… va agaram harfamo bezanam be jaayi nemirese

Sad baar goftam keh man hadafam az in raabeteh va ezdevaaj bache dar shodaneh… aslan hadafam az hameh kaaraayeh bozorgam bache daar shodan boodeh… az tamaameh dating haam… ta gereftaneh kaareh permanenteh full time… taa gereftaneh driver’s licenceh nesfeh kareh… hamash be eshghe bache daar shodan

Aarezooyi keh roozi baa khodam beh goor khaham bord? 

Digeh vaghte ziadi namoondeh… hamin alanesham dir shodeh… alan keh be noghteyeh payani nazdik shodim hes mikonqm hameh hes haamo shogho zogham rafteh… engar baa divaar harf mizanam…

Tanha chizi ke midoonam az taheh delam mikhad in hast keh jobeh permanenteh full time begireh, agarcheh in be mano maa shayad komaki nakoneh…ehsaas mikonam dar khala zendegi mikonam… nemidoonam chi pish miad vali delam mikhad bereh o man yekam tanhaa baasham.. shayad belakhareh baa faaje eyi ke baram ettefagh oftadeh betoonam rooberoo besham.. nemidoonqm daghighan too maah haye ayande che ettefaghi miofte… ino midoonam ke taa do hafteh digeh yeh nafaseh raahat mikesham

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