Birds

 Sometimes I feel like the only thing that brings me back to happiness and reality is the sound of the birds

As I am growing as a person and learning more about myself I an realizing that I am not as nice as I thought.. or as nice as they thought 

The recent events have made me feel really shitty about myself… thinking that I’m a monster 

If you know me, you might think it’s not possible but it really is

Dealing with the problems I’m facing has turned me into an angry and impatient person that belittles others… something I never thought I was capable of… sometimes getting married brings out the best in people and sometimes it’s the opposite…