Geleh…

 I have been feeling down lately but waiting and praying for good news… 

On a totally unrelated note, ignorance is bliss! Reading people’s stories on the app has made me anxious and sad. I guess it is a related to what I said above :) as I was saying, I never thought the journey I am on would be so complicated and I’m not sure if knowing that I am not alone gives me any comfort. 

The truth is that I have been annoyed with myself more than being kind with myself…. And the only reason for that is because I don’t want to ignore all the blessings and just focus on something bad that has happened… but the heart feels what the heart feels… and I feel annoyed that it’s been ao hard to control that

I feel like a sad billionaire… and no I am not a billionaire but I feel like a sad billionaire… IYKYK