Va in manam... tako tanhaa... empty is how I feel

I think that was not a nice game that the universe played on me... to bring someone so perfect into my life. Someone so perfect that I would even fall in love with. Then take him away for some lame excuse!

Yes... I’m trying to put myself out there and not give up. But that doesn’t take away from the reality and the shock... the reality of how I still feel inside. Every moment alone feels weird. I feel lost and all I want to do is sleep and not have to think about it. But I guess that’s just the process. I embrace it just the way it is... at least I am trying

God. Help me do the right thing and feel the right way. Plz and thank you ❤️