Um... nice joke?

I feel like I don’t want to be dating people from online! I feel like I have yet to move on...

Nice joke because somehow he messaged me and wanted to go for coffee with me... and of course the crazy me accepted if because I haven’t figured things out yet and I have a glimpse of hope thinking he may want to come back... I have a strong urge that wants me to message him and ask him if he wants to be my bf again... I wish things were different... I wish I could connect to the source like we discussed on Sunday and somehow ask the source to heal him and send him back to me... I know that these are crazy thoughts... vali beh gholeh moein: hishki mesleh to nabood, hishki mesleh to nashod

Again, I am ok. I think I have just learned to live with the sadness... although I don’t want to... mesleh in aadamaayeh khol... tanha chizi keh mano khoshhal mikoneh eshgheh... I hope that magically I meet someone that I find that connection with