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Bazi moghe ha delam mikhaad too laakeh khodam baasham... nazdiktarin chizi keh beh “naboodan” hast... too in boodan dar naboodan haa hastam bara kasai ke ehtiaaj be komakam daaran... az komak kardan be digaraan lezzat mibaram... komak kardan va khoshhaalie digaraan yeki az bozorgtarin lezzat haayeh zendegieh man hast... shaayad bozorgtarin... ammaa na... bozorg tarin nist... bozorgtarin lezzat dar zendegi baraayeh man aashegh boodan hast... eshgh beh kasi keh yek rooz miaayad va hamisheh mimaanad... in eahgh bozorgtarin lezzateh man dar zendegi khaahad bood... va man bache gaaneh fekr mikonam dar in lezzat tanhaa khorshido rangin kamaan vojood khaahad daasht... rooz haayeh abri maaleh jaaye digarist... jaayi ke dar aan eshgh nist... na inke man rooz haayeh abri raa doost nadashte baasham... man paaye eshgh taa akharesh hastam... ghadameh avval entekhaabeh dorost hast... entekhaabeh kasi ke maraa doost daashte baashad va in dooat daashtan raa ta’ahhod bebandad... va bemaanad... va baghie raa khodemaan baa ham kenaar khaahim aamad... hattaa rooz haaye nachandaan aaftaabi raa... haghighat in hast ke man hich tajrobeyi nadaaram... baraayeh man hadde vasati vojood nadaasht... faghat sepido siaah bood... sepid vaghti ke hameh chi khoob bood va man kambood haa raa nemididam... siaah vaghti ke raftand... bi dalil... raasti hadde vasat shabihe chist? Man ke nemidaanam! Hadde vasat vaghtist ke aan haa ghasde raftan daarand yaa be man tavajjoh nemikonand va man baayad beh aan haa befahmaanam ke bayad beh man biahtar ahammiat dahand... ya chiz haye koochake digar mesleh inkeh chera zarf haa raa nemishoorand yaghaza dorost nemikonand? Javaab raa nemidaanam vali shaayad roozi nobateh man ham beshavad keh tajrobeyi jedditar az haddeh vasat daashteh baasham!