Jelly...

ugh... I just saw a mother daughter video and I got jealous!!! Is this something that’s going to get worse as I age? Am I really crying?

My . Started a week early this time... meaning that I got it 2 weeks after it finished... my hormones are so messed up and so is my mood... I have been in bluh mood since Saturday and I don’t like it despite the fact that I had promised to “commit to” happiness...

I am so grateful for so many things I have and I pray to god in helping me let go... maybe dating someone from work is not a great idea after all... and who knew that his name is so popular?!!!

Ah az dastesh asabaaniam!!! Az dastesh asabaaniam keh vaaredeh zendegim shod! Az dastesh asabaanian ke mano baazi daad! Az dastesh asabaaniam keh beh man dooroogh goft! Az dastesh asabaaniam keh beh hameh chi tazaahor mikard! Az dastesh asabaaniam keh raahat khodaahaafezibjarso gozaashto raft! Az dadtesh asabaanian keh mano ehsaasaateh mano naadideh gereft! Az dastesh asabaanian keh hichi beh joz khaatereyeh khoob az khodesh beh jaa nazasht baraa hamin sakhteh keh az dastesh asabaani baasham! Az dastesh asabaaniam keh beh amn dooroogh gooooftttt!!  Az dastesh asabaaniam keh mano aasam hesaab nakard! Az dastesh asabaanian keh enghad raahat gozashto raft!!! Az dastesh asabaaniam ke rooyaahaayeh mano az ham paachid!!!!

akheysh... I feel better now:)