Death

That’s how I feel these days but trying not to

Being it that time of the month doesn’t help either

I just want to not be... wtf is up with it being that time of the month every three weeka now??!!! Gotta stop taking these pills... there are no men in my life... why am I taking them anyway?

So tired of this stupid sh*tty thing that happened... thankful that am slowly moving on... I can feel it

I look forward to the day when I go to work and come home not thinking of him 

Not happy about the fact that I haven’t learned my lesson! What could it be?!!!

Hmm

Still grateful though:)

I have mixed feelings about “homy”... I want to be excited about him but just feel like he is not ready to take care of someone else yet....