Be honedt with yourself and resist the temptation

yes, for reasons that don’t make any sense you nay want to check his status... how does it make a difference if he was online 1 minute ago or hours ago? It doesn’t... but it appears that the fact that he is still active and alive makes you happy and sad at the same time... but you are only hurting yourself... today I resisted the temptation to check his status... thank god he is not on any social media! Today was a good day and for that I am thankful...