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chera baayad emrooz mididamesh! Engad mikhastam khodamo test konam... “man khoobam va be kasi ehtiaji nadaram.”... nemikham kasi baraam delsoozi koneh

Az in ettefagh asabaaniam! Chera akhe intori shod? Man akhe vaaghean doosesh daashtam... yeh doost daashtane vaagheyi... na az rooyeh vaabastegi... khaalesaaneh... enghadr be nazaram khoob bood ke liaaghateh parastidan daasht... “mageh mishe yeh aadami enghad khoob baasheh?”.... soaali keh do maah az khodam porsidamo aakharesh javaab na bood...

Mesleh hamishe khastam... kheyli vaghteh khastam... dafe ghabl behetoon goftam keh digeh raabeteh baraam mohem nist... roozeh margeh ghalbamo elaam kardeh boodam... va shayad baraa hamin nashod... haghighat ineh ke man az khodaameh ke beh toreh mojezeh aasaai mardeh zendegimo peida konam! Vali faghat baa mojeze misheh....

Ghablana az khodaa faghat eshgh mikhaastam
Ba’d eshgheh jaavedaaneh khaastam
Va  emrooz eshgheh jaavedaaneb ba kasi keh moshkeleh jesmio roohi ravaani nadashte baasheh... in arezouyeh maneh

Albateh, inam begam ke darseh baa arzeshmandi yaad gereftam... vaghean nemidoonim too sareh digaran chi migzareh pas bayad nice bashim