Delam gerefteh ast... opportunity for growth

I have no idea why... it could be my hormones but “my” weekend is over and I feel lost...  I felt weird when he came over because ut’s that time of thr month and I was hungry so we just hung out... anyway... I’m sure tomorrow will be a better day and we will be ok but when he left I felt like I have disappointed him and he said something about our different backgrounds making us different that made my heart sink... I don’t know why though... I will be ok... maybe I need to go to the gym... that’ll make me feel better!

I also think that I need to focus on me and my needs a bit more... I have bit given back to the community in a while abd I need to do that