10:40 of January 26th

that’s when it happened... it all happened with a call... he said he is not sure why but he doesn’t want this... that there is something that makes him unsure... and he doesn’t like that feeling

I think I’m just shocked... I cried but I don’t want to cry... actually I was not shocked... this is what I expected ... I can’t not give off this feeling... I think it’s about my energy... I can’t hide my energy

The funny thing is that I feel like he will come back... just like all the other times...I feel like they will come back

Anyway... I am not planning to jump into any other relationship for now

Vaaghean khaatam... nice play...

Maneh khosh baavaro begoo keh fekr mikardam endafe baa ghabl kheyli fargh mikone...

Che kasi khaahad did
Mordanam raa bi to
Bi to mordam mordam
Gaah mi andisham
Khabareh margeh maraa baa to che kas migooyad

Aan zamaan keh khabareh marge maraa mishenavi
Kaashki mididam
Shaaneh baalaa zadanat raa bi gheyd
Va tekaan daadaneh sar raa keh mohem nist ziaad
Kaashki mididam

Che kasi baavar kard
Jangaleh jaaneh maraa
Aatashe eshgh bood keh khaakestar kard...

Nemidoonam chera geryeh mikonam enghad... aadam baayad ashkesho paayeh kasi berizeh keh aadam baasheh