Creating reality...

and then that moment comes when the wait is over and your questions are answered...when you take a chance and put a step forward, not thinking about the past or what happened last time. The past is erased and the lessons have been learned... you have to have the courage to take this step, not the way that you have been taught from the people that you believe and follow, but the way that feels right to you! You have to do what feels real to you because anything but will raise questions that can’t be answered which will lead to confusion

This was my first xmas alone without any plans to see family... I took a chance and stayed behind and I love spending time with this new guy in my life... I am not sure how it is that we get along so well but we do and it’s effortless... I can’t say it’s scary because it’s not... at least not yet

I can’t really express my feelings because it’s new to me... I’m too relaxed... I’m too in love with myself to worry... I will cherish all the moments that I get with this beautiful soul and hope for the best