Breathe and let go

I have been feeling stressed at work for the past few days... I don't like not being in control... it's hard for me to wait for people to get back to me. I want things done according to my time... I need to get it done!!! But I know it's not always like that so I will be patient... although my manager tries to fakely praise me, it doesn't make me feel better... her stress causes me stress. I don't want to complain though because I kind of actually like my job!

And then there is this F ing guy who has fucking told me that he would call me every night and I'm tired of waiting for him... honestly I don't have the patience for that... and I swear if he doesn't call me  by the end of tonight I will delete him from my instagram!!! I just don't have the time, patient or energy for people like that!!! (As I am writing this I am secretly hoping that he wont call so that I can just delete him)

So many fing a h s in my life... I have reached my maximum limit!!!! Which reminds me that I have to actually delete that other f ing guy too!!! I mean who in this world goes on a date and disappears!!!

Ok now I can let go