Aan nafasi keh baa khodi hamcho khazaan fesordeh e...

I think I have to fight it... no more day dreaming and trying to force my dreams into reality... it's quiet pathetic actually. I see a guy, assume he is sane, and force him into being the one. Well no more! I'm not gonna chase after him like a maniac... he has to show some interest... I admit I suck at it too. But that's just how I am and if he doesn't know how to chase me then it's really not my problem.

I was pleasantly surprised when I went out with him on Saturday and found myself enjoying my time with him. I want that to continue instead of getting physically close and losing that...