Another one ended...

To be honest with you, I'm not that sad... I've been dead since September but my death was just announced today... "Are you free tonight? I miss you"... And my answer to him was a sad goodbye ... I told him he is free to continue dating other girls... And he just said ok and that I will always have a place in his heart... To which I should have replied with a middle finger but I didn't...

Surprisingly I have not given up on love... I know that there's someone else waiting for me...

But at the same time I'm tired of everything and just want to disappear from life for a while...

I'm just so so tired... I think I should apologize to myself the most for putting myself through this... But it happened so fast that I didn't even have time to think... We went from 24/7 together to 0 to a request from him to break up... I should have... But at that time I thought it's impossible that this will not work out... But I guess the impossible is possible...

Next...

P.s. As much as I'm tired I am excited about a bunch of other things... :)