Meh... Why not write more

So here is the thing

Life was great from July 2014 which is when I got my permanent job, until August 2015 I had the most amazing time of my entire life with him in July and August this year

Now I'm lost.... On the one hand I'm glad I'm not in Vancouver as things are crazy at work, on the other hand I'm not sure what I'm doing here... Not even sure about what to do after I go back! All I know is that it's time for a change

And I want so bad for him to be part of my future.... For now I feel in the air... Going there this weekend... Its that time of the month AND I have a cold