Slowly drifting...

Sometimes I wish that this was it... I feel like I've been so blessed in so many ways that I feel like if I were to "go away" today I will do so with no regrets... I'm afraid of the future....  Drifting away meaning that I'm confused abt what I want to do in the future... I guess what I'm trying to say is who cares about risk management? So many thoughts in my head that I can't put down in a logical order...

I feel like I want to cry but I'm just gonna take a break and hopefuly everythings gonna b allright

I know that theres something wrong when I want to hide in my little corner and not interact w anyone.. Even with my sweet sweet DS.... I sometimes think that I should be able to share w him these ideas  bcz he's looking for complete and confused is not equal to complete