I'm in love again

I can't really describe the feeling... I can't make sense of it... All I know is that I'm so glad that I don't believe in soulmates anymore... What a foolish thought...

This feels so right but I can't decide if I should be feeling this way... It's not the perfect picture in my head but the older I get the more I realize that it's ok to bend the rules... Who can really guaranty happiness?   All I know is that I like him a lot and I highly dislike the fact that he smokes + worried that he may be playing me... Or that he ends up being a drug addict/ in love with someone else

Lol

But for now i'm just enjoying it