Tars

I want to talk about  my fears... As much as I try to be strong and have everything under control, there is something that I cant  have any control over, and that's the matter of the hear

No matter how much I try to distract myself with other things... He is on my mind almost all the time... And I know that this is a huge problem

Also... I am extremely attracted to him which makes me worried bcz of other girls... Just now I was thinking about two of my friends who are gorgeous and i couldnt stop thinking that if he meets them he ll prob fall in lovecw them....

Anyway...

Wish me luck