I don't get it...

What's the point of life without love? They say that love should be considered a bonus... But...

I don't know! I'm always extremely happier when I think I'm in love and as I have said before: love can/does move mountains!

I really don't get what I do that makes guys run away... They say that things that hurt us are there to teach us a lesson but I don't get what the lesson is...

Looking back at the last year, every guy that I liked somehow ran away... Litrrally they disappeared... And when pushed for an answer they played the its not you its me game!

I really really don't get it but I hope that god shines some light on this mystery

Last guy helped me get over the previous one... And the previous one helped me get over the one before.... I can't even imagine a serious relationship... Seems so out of reach! But I will get there...
I'm sure that someday I will.

Back on the dating website... But don't really feel like going out w anyone...

I think I need some slobe time and I think this whole online dating thing is not eorking for me...