What's on my mind...

So apparently there is no way of just letting it go and forgetting about it without doing a full analysis of what happened.... I think after 2 weeks I'm finally ready to do it... specially after he sent that message yesterday... so here it is:

We started dating on December 4th (don't call me a creep... I had looked it up once at the beginning to remember our 1 month anniversary) ... so for the first month I thought things were going well and we were taking things slowly... and it was awesome... I was completely ok with going for the new year's celebration alone because I knew it was too soon to expect that... and the week after we went to Bowen Island... and I felt really awkward for not inviting him to my birthday but I also thought that it was too soon..... the week after that I went to LA... still didn't want to message him on my trip... which still felt somewhat awkward but we were still not considering ourselves bf/gf ..... but I knew 100% that I liked him a LOT...... and then I came back... and then he got a job.... and then his mom was in the hospital..... and then the rest is history....

so if I were to sum this up in a letter that I could send to him what would I put in there? should I even do that?