Some sort of relief...

I wanted to message him again this morning but didn't... And out of the blue at 10:30 he sent me a text asking me how I'm doing and if I hate him... And that he never meant to hurt me

The last line made me cry... I told him I don't hate him and I don't

But the last line... It still makes me cry... The butterflies I had in my stomach each time I saw him, the way I looked at him, the way I held his hands...

That was love... And I was completely happy with him... And he got scared or whatever ... And whatever, and whatever...

I don't know why I cry when I think about the last sentence... I know he didn't mean to... But he did... I am hurt...

You can't show someone that you like them and suddenly say I don't think we are right for each other