Frustrated....again

And guess what else? I cried... Again

I hate not being in control! I dont know why I got sad... I would have told him if I knew for certain what was wrong... Am I just a crier? Am I just a baby? Am I just being too sensitive? Well, let me tell you what the problem is: not knowing when I will see him... For good reasons! If I ask for a specific time he wont be able to tell me because of the situation... So I lose.... If I don't ask him... Again: I lose! So I guess the most logical thing is to quit being a baby!

6 more days until I figure out if I'll have my valentine... For tonight... At 1:53 I'm just a bit sad and a bit frustrated... Time to go to bed!