Mind blowing...

At this moment that I 'm writing this I feel worried and scared.... Friday was an amazing day... Every moment of it was amazing because I was with him and he is amazing! What happened at the end of the night worries me... I'm trying to check for the source... I used to be better.... I dont know what's wrong... All I know is that I like him and it drives me crazy when he doesnt msg me... :( but its ok... I dont want to get to attached to him... I need to live my life and have him as part of it... Khodaayaa shokret... I'm so thankful for having met him.... :) i. Will be thankful regardless of what happens next