goodbye?

lol..... well there shouldn't be any question mark at the end....... it is actually over..... but being the silly me I need to give it 24 hours before I actually believe it..... ( this is as of last night... I will know for sure in 7 hours! :) ) ...... despite what happened, I am feeling great... why you may wonder...... because I chose to tell the truth...... not that I was hiding it before.... I thought maybe its better to not talk about what happened 4 years ago....... let me remind myself that what he said was complete NONSENSE! he is like "because 4 years ago you did this + this I dont think I can get over it and continue dating you"... um well, you knew this before you decided to kiss and make out with me ... so how come you didnt feel like saying goodbye right then? were u looking for revenge? I don't think so... I think you are just stupid... not that you are stupid... You are just insecure and unsure of what you are looking for! I understand if you think we dont have chemistry and if you think that you cant trust me for whatever STUPID reason... but dont say bullshit that doesnt make sense!!!!

ok? thank you!