ps. presentation training or aid with self discovery?
we had two days of presentation training which went ok..... it was obvious that I was trying..... but why do I not feel confident?!!
anyway..... it turned out that one of my biggest problems is not being able to tell stories... the topic was "your favorite vacation"..... 2 minutes....... go....... me: ummm... IDK?!
then it hit me....... that's one of my biggest weaknesses in life..... why can't I tell stories?!!! how was your weekend? good... I went to my parents for dinner....... how about u? I can never tell a juicy story....... turns out not even when I'm given 24 hours to prepare........
second topic: the biggest influence in your life
I thought about this one for a while.......... and I was very close to telling a story about VJ lol... well not really but I was like wow.......he's probably the reason that I am where I am today....... but I think we need a counsilour to figure this one out........ but then I thought about it some more..... and the real reason was ..... according to me: 1) me 2) my parents........ it turns out that people don't laugh when I say I was one of my biggest influences..... they probably just thought that I'm weird...... but on the other hand I usually feel like people think that I'm weird........ but that's just me....... I control it most of the time..... but I don't want to be fake so I tell the truth..... like this past weekend I was at a party and they wanted to go to a club: me: no thanks... I'm an old soul... I need to go to bed before midnight....... + I have a low voice that doesnt work well in clubs so whenever I go I feel really awkward......
thankfully the two guys I was telling this to were really cool and found the humor in my statement and still insisted that I go........ apparently I was irresistible that night
anyways....
message to the universe: now that I'm completely over the people that were once my possible bfs I need to find the ONE or someone close to the one ...... or someone that will help me in finding the one....... please and thank you!!!
ps I'm so unbelievably thankful............ THANK YOU GOD
anyway..... it turned out that one of my biggest problems is not being able to tell stories... the topic was "your favorite vacation"..... 2 minutes....... go....... me: ummm... IDK?!
then it hit me....... that's one of my biggest weaknesses in life..... why can't I tell stories?!!! how was your weekend? good... I went to my parents for dinner....... how about u? I can never tell a juicy story....... turns out not even when I'm given 24 hours to prepare........
second topic: the biggest influence in your life
I thought about this one for a while.......... and I was very close to telling a story about VJ lol... well not really but I was like wow.......he's probably the reason that I am where I am today....... but I think we need a counsilour to figure this one out........ but then I thought about it some more..... and the real reason was ..... according to me: 1) me 2) my parents........ it turns out that people don't laugh when I say I was one of my biggest influences..... they probably just thought that I'm weird...... but on the other hand I usually feel like people think that I'm weird........ but that's just me....... I control it most of the time..... but I don't want to be fake so I tell the truth..... like this past weekend I was at a party and they wanted to go to a club: me: no thanks... I'm an old soul... I need to go to bed before midnight....... + I have a low voice that doesnt work well in clubs so whenever I go I feel really awkward......
thankfully the two guys I was telling this to were really cool and found the humor in my statement and still insisted that I go........ apparently I was irresistible that night
anyways....
message to the universe: now that I'm completely over the people that were once my possible bfs I need to find the ONE or someone close to the one ...... or someone that will help me in finding the one....... please and thank you!!!
ps I'm so unbelievably thankful............ THANK YOU GOD
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