It's hard to succeed when you have no support......

Which reminds me that you can only rely on yourself and no one else........

We'll see how true that is in 3 days

I have absolutely no idea why I don't have a good feeling about this...... no matter how hard I try I'm in no way excited.......

I think I'm really REALLY exhausted, frustrated, and at the end of my rope that I can't even pretend any more......

As much as I REALLY REALLY want this I'm just not getting the feeling for it.......

Life was good when I was careless........

so freaking tired of going over my memories from when I was in the city of love (as I called it before moving there the first time) over and OVER again!!!

I don't like living in the past

I NEED TO GET OUT

3 more days until freedom....... but I have already gone crazy!!!!

I am just extremely tired and EXHAUSTED

did I mention how EXHAUSTED I am?

lol..... are you also tired of my complaints?

well....... all I can say is wish me luck :)

thank u

once again, I apologize to myself for making me go through this....

blame it on my family lol

:)

gngt!