Va digar hich.....
Vagheyiat ine ke life is not easy..
That's the honest truth.....
Yes, we can try our best to live life to the fullest...... but sometimes it feels like no matter how hard we try that's not possible.....
I'm still waiting for my "dream" to come true...... some people don't really have a dream.... or even if they do it needs to happen one step at a time.... so for now I have to get this job...... I HAVE TO ........ YES I HAVE TO....... still have to wait....... I really have a strong feeling that after that life's going to be good..... or at least it's gonna be better...... much much better......
I miss Ottawa like crazy.... but I think I know why......... some are really bad reasons..... for example not having a bf here yet is I think my main reason..... I think people there are more down to earth...... but the guy I have in mind is the one that I dumped for good reasons...... but it seems like he was the only one that wanted to be with me .... even if it was just for "that reason"...... I still had fun..... but then I got scared...... caz I'm not just looking for fun! but at the same time I am in a way..... let's face it...... I can't be in a serious relationship....... unless the guy is mature and can understand........ anyways...... it's a PROBLEM that I'm going to worry about after the current problem that I have at hand...... I have a feeling that I'm gonna someday regret not having taken advantage of my youth and beauty..... and that my friend is why I am saying that life is complicated and only gets harder not easier....... that's a fact that I've come to realize.......
a lot will happen by the end of April..... but as Enrique says: I will survive... I'm gonna make it through..... no matter what happens....... I will find a way...... as I always have....... but I REALLY WANT THIS.....
That's the honest truth.....
Yes, we can try our best to live life to the fullest...... but sometimes it feels like no matter how hard we try that's not possible.....
I'm still waiting for my "dream" to come true...... some people don't really have a dream.... or even if they do it needs to happen one step at a time.... so for now I have to get this job...... I HAVE TO ........ YES I HAVE TO....... still have to wait....... I really have a strong feeling that after that life's going to be good..... or at least it's gonna be better...... much much better......
I miss Ottawa like crazy.... but I think I know why......... some are really bad reasons..... for example not having a bf here yet is I think my main reason..... I think people there are more down to earth...... but the guy I have in mind is the one that I dumped for good reasons...... but it seems like he was the only one that wanted to be with me .... even if it was just for "that reason"...... I still had fun..... but then I got scared...... caz I'm not just looking for fun! but at the same time I am in a way..... let's face it...... I can't be in a serious relationship....... unless the guy is mature and can understand........ anyways...... it's a PROBLEM that I'm going to worry about after the current problem that I have at hand...... I have a feeling that I'm gonna someday regret not having taken advantage of my youth and beauty..... and that my friend is why I am saying that life is complicated and only gets harder not easier....... that's a fact that I've come to realize.......
a lot will happen by the end of April..... but as Enrique says: I will survive... I'm gonna make it through..... no matter what happens....... I will find a way...... as I always have....... but I REALLY WANT THIS.....
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