Horrible!

Say it in Spanish......... roll the Rrr... lol... (yes. it's a Spanish word too!)

Anyways........that's how I feel these days....... in addition to my "cold" or whatever it is that's making me so darn tired, I feel so empty...... there is absolutely nothing that excites me.....I've turned into an old and bitter girl.... lol... ok... maybe not so old..... but definitely not happy these days at all....... and I'm worried that it's going to affect the most important thing that I'll be doing in the next few weeks...... my interview..... I need to find the energy to prepare for that...... I really hope that I do....... I pray that I do........ I will be a much happier person by the end of March, regardless of what happens!

for now...... I'm just tired, sick, confused, exhausted, numb and empty!

ciao for now

wish me luck!