Can't stop thinking about it.....

Well ........I can......but my subconscious can't...... which is I think why I've been so freaking tired in the past week......... I'm constantly sleepy..... or it could be because of the flue.... je ne sais pas! Anyways....... the anticipation may eventually kill me........ if that happens, know that I was happy with the decision that I made lol..... definitely not in the short run... but in the long run......... I have to stop running away......