The feeling of feeling horrible is a horrible feeling!

Yuck!!!!

I just sent him a message saying that he's nice but we're not right for each other and I already feel so bad about it....... I want to cry........but there's no point......... so much uncertainty in my life is killing me....... aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah!

The truth is that I do have some feelings for him.......I'm not made from stone..... when his expresses so much love and emotions towards me I CANT be indifferent........specially since I truly think that he's really an amazing guy!!! I'm just not that into him........ :( why does everything have to be so difficult?

God ... please help him move on...... I'm gonna pray for some clarity..........


STILL SO THANKFUL