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So we finally kissed..... and I felt nothing...... I felt no passion...... I changed my mind...... my decision became easier....... I feel heartless........ he's SO nice....... he could be a liar...... he's always nervous around me....... why do I make them nervous? he's trying....... I want more!

IT SO DAMN HARD TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO TELL HIM THAT AFTER HE HAS EXPRESSED SO MUCH AFFECTION