Update!... perhaps good news.......

So it turns out that my heart is not completely made of stone after all!

I'm slowly starting to really miss him...... he's so nice! and sweet.....

I also realized something......

One of the worst things that can happen to a person is to be loved and suddenly be abandoned by that person...... all of a sudden she/he may wake up and realize that the other person doesn't love or even like him/her anymore....... isn't that the worst feeling ever? specially if you love them! I think it happened to me to a degree...... but obviously it was for the best and I'm glad that it did! But not everybody is as lucky as me