Speechless

Have you ever felt like you are the only one that doesn't believe in you?

I have been proven wrong over and over again about my abilities...... I always feel like I can't do it but at the end when I am done everybody is usually impressed with my work...

There is a position that all the HRs and managers are telling me about and are excited that I'll be applying for it...... but here I am not believing in myself....... it's just crazy!!!!! I hate the feeling...... the posting is going to come out in a few weeks...... so I think in the next 4-5 weeks I'll have an idea of what will happen....... but till then........I'll be waiting to breathe out!

I think in a way I think it's too good to be true........ I can't imagine how I'm going to feel if it doesn't work out........ and I can't imagine how I'm going to feel if it does work out!

Taking a deep breath

God...... please help me be strong and believe in myself!!!!!!