still feel lost.....

But I'm chokh thankful lol (chokh = very)

I know that things have changed fast...... it's a new beginning..... I'm doing well so far..... I need to start building...... I think the foundation is there....

When I look around me, I feel like I have no friends....
There are some people, but they are all ppl that I know......
Define friendship......

Hence, I feel lost...

I messaged 2 of my "friends" and asked them if they want to meet up..... they both asked if it's a group gathering...... why do they all want to go out as a group? is it me? is it them? I don't know!

~sigh~