So why am I not happier?

Don't get me wrong......I'm extremely happy.... but maybe the fact that I have to move in a few days has created a distraction

There are 2 thoughts that keep going through my head:

1) Temporary with possibility of extension + family
2) Permanent without family

It's such a hard decision...... the truth is that I consider the first one a greater accomplishment.... specially if it was permanent!

I don't know how I should feel about tomorrow's interview.... one minute I think I'm going to ace it.... the next sec I think I'm underestimating its level of difficulty..... then I think maybe it's even better if.......

Anyways..... I'll find out soon......

Breath in...... I will breath out in about 15 hours.......

Good night!

Tonight will be the last night that I can get a good night sleep.... so I'm gonna sleep so that I can wake up early tomorrow.....3 more sleeps after tonight.....