rollercoaster

1st day on the job was boring...... I was all by myself not knowing what to do
2nd day they told me what needs to be done..... I panicked and thought that I should quit right there
3rd day I made myself believe that what I was doing was right

The amount of time I've spoken to the manager = less than 10 minutes......
But I know that's how some jobs are...... they just tell u what to do and do it...... with no training....

I feel alone at work..... and my responsibility is not really something that needs training for.......
A little bit of background info would've been nice!

tomorrow is the 4th day..... my manager is finally gonna look at what I have done...... I can only hope that it's close to what they are looking for...... otherwise I'll be screwed!

ps. I need to change my focus... I've become so lazy........... I guess I'm trying to adjust to all the changes again........