Back home.....

Still feel as if I'm dreaming...... I can't explain my feelings... in a way I'm happy....... in a way I'm sad...... but definitely more happy than sad...... family problems as usual...... maybe somewhat more serious problems than before...... something I can't help with..... sometimes I don't understand why certain things happen...... I wish I knew.....

On the other hand, I met someone! I only went out with him 4 times... but I really like him...... but now I'm here........ I don't know what's going to happen?! He's so nice and caring..... is it childish to think that we may be able to continue? Should I even consider it? Should he even consider it? I don't know what's gonna happen but I'll keep you posted!