September 2006
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I can not believe how much i've changed / grown since last year.
Just getting a job itself was a huge change.
Talking to other people, stepping out of the "Safe zone" ...... HUGE improvement.........
Trying to appreciate me and the things I do..........
Taking risks.......doing crazy things like staying home/ at the library for 4 monthes in a row...... getting depressed....... having recovered (almost) from that depression.........
Talking to guys and realizing that they're not as scary as I thought...... maybe not scary at all.........
Taking the bus to downtown.... not being scared of getting lost..... discovering places that I'd not been to......(last year the only places that I could go to was the malls.....but now I even know the name of the streets in downtown!!!)
Learning to love people for who they are, not judging them.....
Being brave.....
This past year has been a year full of experiences ......... maybe it was too much...... but I have learned a lot......... not a lot, A LOTTT ....and I have become a better person ....with a dif POV of the world......
I have allowed me to see the goods and the bads ... there are still some things that I don't/can't understand..... things that are very wrong with this world.... things that should change....... things that I will help to change.......
I will try to make a difference.........
......... the way that I think might seem childish..... but aren't children the most innocent of all? wouldn't world have been a better place if there were more people like me? hahaha.... well...ur probably thinking that I'm very selfish, self centered and........(khodamo ziad tahvil gereftam) .......
but that was the honest truth......
anywayz..... I sometimes think so much about my failures that I forget the accomplishments......... that's why I wrote this here ... to remind myself that it wasn't such a bad year after all..... in the end I did survive.....
and I just found out that tomorrow is the first day of classes!!! so I'd better go put my pencils, binders, calculator etc. in my bag and get ready to go back to school!
I was very scared of going back to school....... but right now I'm very excited! (I hope this mood doesn't change) .....
After having a short conversatin ( maybe 15 minutes in total if we add it up) with my family and co-workers... even strangers lol ..... I have decided to continue with my studies and get my bachelors in Commerce.....
God thank u for helping me make a decision... it was a LONGGG wait.....but I'm finally at peace with myself..... thanks to u and the ones u've sent down here to help me :) .........THANK YOU"
Good night! :)
"
I can not believe how much i've changed / grown since last year.
Just getting a job itself was a huge change.
Talking to other people, stepping out of the "Safe zone" ...... HUGE improvement.........
Trying to appreciate me and the things I do..........
Taking risks.......doing crazy things like staying home/ at the library for 4 monthes in a row...... getting depressed....... having recovered (almost) from that depression.........
Talking to guys and realizing that they're not as scary as I thought...... maybe not scary at all.........
Taking the bus to downtown.... not being scared of getting lost..... discovering places that I'd not been to......(last year the only places that I could go to was the malls.....but now I even know the name of the streets in downtown!!!)
Learning to love people for who they are, not judging them.....
Being brave.....
This past year has been a year full of experiences ......... maybe it was too much...... but I have learned a lot......... not a lot, A LOTTT ....and I have become a better person ....with a dif POV of the world......
I have allowed me to see the goods and the bads ... there are still some things that I don't/can't understand..... things that are very wrong with this world.... things that should change....... things that I will help to change.......
I will try to make a difference.........
......... the way that I think might seem childish..... but aren't children the most innocent of all? wouldn't world have been a better place if there were more people like me? hahaha.... well...ur probably thinking that I'm very selfish, self centered and........(khodamo ziad tahvil gereftam) .......
but that was the honest truth......
anywayz..... I sometimes think so much about my failures that I forget the accomplishments......... that's why I wrote this here ... to remind myself that it wasn't such a bad year after all..... in the end I did survive.....
and I just found out that tomorrow is the first day of classes!!! so I'd better go put my pencils, binders, calculator etc. in my bag and get ready to go back to school!
I was very scared of going back to school....... but right now I'm very excited! (I hope this mood doesn't change) .....
After having a short conversatin ( maybe 15 minutes in total if we add it up) with my family and co-workers... even strangers lol ..... I have decided to continue with my studies and get my bachelors in Commerce.....
God thank u for helping me make a decision... it was a LONGGG wait.....but I'm finally at peace with myself..... thanks to u and the ones u've sent down here to help me :) .........THANK YOU"
Good night! :)
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