PS

I need to start giving....

No excuse!

No questions asked!

I can't wait forever to be in my "ideal life" before I start helping out others!

:-|

I hope I find an opportunity to do so...

ps

My previous roommate is not replying to my text after I told her I can't make it to the lunch get together! And it's getting on my nerves... well it's kinda my fault bcz I had made it sound like I will no matter what and all of a sudden I changed my mind!

NEED TO START MAKING IRREVERSABLE DECISIONS! I feel like the uncertainty I have is hurting those around me... and as a result making me confused..... maybe that's why I'm trying to stay away from people.....