Summary of my life

First 13 years were without a single complain... except for the time we moved to a new house..... but even now that I think about it that was for the best..... so no complaints.... I don't remember what happened exactly after that until I was 23..... I have a few memories from here and there.... some struggles with learning English at the beginning.... don't have that many exciting memories....just a few big things.... like me getting my first job.... me getting my second job..... me getting accepted into university.... me having a crush on a few people..... that pretty much sums it up.. or bad memories...... except for the ones where my relatives that I loved in Iran passed away... and of course the biggest event of my life, which is when I was borne, after taking off my braces in the summer of 2009. After that I worked for a year....which was good, but I was still unhappy... I wanted more.... so I came here and did my Master's degree..... which was the best 2 years of my life since moving to Canada.... although the life of a student in a Master's program is not that exciting, I created memories, none of which I regret! So what was I missing during this time? 1) The lack of building friendships which is still ok and something that I'm still working on... but I didn't have any self confidence before summer 2009 and I consider myself as someone who was invisible for 10 years.... 2) The lack of having a bf.... 3) having missed 10 years of my life So right now I'm 17 .... and if you meet me you'll agree...... I'm just a tiny bit more mature! ;) I think I may be a ticking bomb ready to explode any minute.... but I'm trying to cut the right wire to dismiss it...... there is a red and a white..... cutting the white would save me.... which would be finding that dream job of mine.... cutting the red one would kill me.. which is what I will get close to doing if I don't... lol... but don't worry.... I'll get up no matter how many times I fall .... but for now I'm praying! At the same time SO thankful.....