in alaan yani chi?

I can not explain my feelings.....maybe because there are no feelings involved!
So what was that?

It's a REALLY good feeling when someone who is somewhat attractive is into you
But what if you are not into them?
Have you ever wanted to be with someone just because they are "into you" even if you found nothing in common to talk about? Silence and attraction!
How long can something like this last for?
Why should it even be continued?!

Do you understand my confusion?

I need to restart in another city or my own city

I'm really bored with this place and have no interests in staying here in the long term unless I find my ideal job here!

Just want to sign the d*mn contract and so I can see how long more I have to be here!

I MISS MY FAMILY