Do you believe in life after love?

Dar moredeh khodam harf nemizanam, tajrobe haye man neshaani az ma'nieh aasheghi, hadde aghal aan chizi ke man midaanam, nadaarand! Esgh yani enghad kasi ro doost dashte bashi ke ba'd az raftanash ehsase jonoon behet dast bedeh, ya dar badtarin haalat hadde aghal az naboodanesh narahat bashi va afsoos bokhori... man narahat naboodam (gheyraz shayad chand mah) va afsoos nakhordeam be hich vajh! Az jodaayi haayam kheyli khoshhaalam hastam.... pas man na, aashegh naboodam! Baavarash baraayeh khodam ham sakht ast! :) Agar badaz ashegh shodan/boodan dar aalame haparoot bashi va kasi to raa peida konad va be to ashegh boodanash raa sabet konad, to agar be khodat ejazeye in ra bedahi ke ashegh shavi shayad vaghean beshavad, pas dar ro rooyeh tamaame donyaa naband! Harfe man faghat hamin ast, na barayeh khodam, baraayeh oonaayi ke ashegh shodan, na man! (mesle yek morghe parkande bi sabraane montazere javabeh emtehanaatam hastam, hich chiz alaan mohem nist, hattaa eshgh! faghat bazi moghe ha baraayeh distract kardane khodam behesh fekr mikonam!)