Bayad saboor bood....

I woke up this morning and didn't know what to do with myself!

I'm now in the library and feel like crying.. but there are so many people around me...

I haven't feel like crying like this in a long time.... I don't just want to cry ... I want to sob......

I just took a deep breath and feel a little better....

I e-mailed them again today.... at least if I knew that I'd failed I could move on..... even though that's really not what I want :(

I don't know who to be mad at anymore...

Only time can tell....