I'm sorry if I don't miss you...

I'll use the distance and the fact that I haven't seen you in 14 + years to justify myself......
I'll use the fact that I have only known you for 1 month to justify it......
I'll use the fact that you never did anything significant to find a place in my heart so you'll be missed....

I'm sorry if I miss you.....

I'll use the fact that I saw you 4-5 times everyday for more than 6 months to justify the reason as to why I miss you

Update?

hmm.. at work they have told us that a few people may get extension on their contracts...... considering that there are more than 15 people of which only 3-4 will be staying doesn't sound too promising.... but at the same time I'm convinging myself that I'll be one of the 3-4..... meanwhile knowing that based on what has been happening in the past year I should not get my hopes up..... trying to ignore it for now and wait until Friday to see what happens...... I want this.......BAD...... I really do..... but so did I with many of the other things......

Yes I'm all :) these days..... but deep deep down inside I'm a mess who is very very depresseD! I need help..... not from you.....but by the greater power that's watching over us.....