He failed the test!

So I'm kinda sick these days, and we decided to go for a walk tonight....

Then he asked me to go to his place and I said no...... but I told him I'm bored and want to play cards....

He said he doesn't have them on him..... I told him I'll go get him food.... hadn't planned what to do after...... I found cards at my place and brought him food....... he had bought stuff like frozen pizza that needed to go in the fridge..... I told him it's ok he can go home...... and gave him the food ...... he thanked me and asked am I sure I'll be ok if he goes home? I said yes...... and he left!

It's true what they say about women meaning the opposite of  what they say.....when I said I'm ok if he goes home it really meant I'm not ok! lol..... You know what..... I really don't want a "relationship" like this..... he has not won my heart at all yet...... I rarely miss him...... I have so much more to worry about!

Just sent an e-mail to the US saying I can't join them this summer.......... FINALLY did it!!! It was really really hard..... but I gotta focus on what's important........

I hope I made the right decision...... it does feel right......

The new quote that I should publish soon is this:

In order to creat certainty, you have to get rid of some uncertainties!

It sounds simple, but not that easy to do!